When your spouse dies, you yourself no longer fear death. I fear living this life without you. I fear living with constant reminders of what I have lost.
In fact on certain days I wish for death.
Grief will become part of your life, you will not get over it. You will learn to live with it.
The day my whole life changed in a matter of minutes….
My husband died violently
I am a widow and a survivor
It is strange how I have never been a big fan of keeping a diary and throughout my life I have sporadically started diaries and then grew bored with it and stopped again. Now in my deepest darkest stage of grief that is all I want to do…
The after effects of traumatic loss, the far reaching effects that loss can have on one’s life.